Friday, November 28, 2008
I doubt there would be any HOT rory-s after that day at OU. Some parts were really embarrassing but we all made it through alive! Sigh. I really hope we would get to see a night movie, there's more Rory-s.
So Sze Yan had done a trailer for Scraps to Wembley. Check it out. It's really cool! Sharanya, Gabriel is so much hotter than Jacob. Haha;DD
Whoa. Now I really love the song Super Massive Blackhole & Time is Running Out. These songs are just so cool!!!
Okay. I'm busy back. Googling pics for Sabine & Vampires=)
Yes, I kinda adore Vampires=))
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Monday, November 24, 2008
Firstly, I don't even know what the heck am I suppose to write. Moreover, how am I going to write this. Hmm. It's easier to speak. But attention, this is my seeking, so don't get offended, okay?
His attitude always catch my attention. Depending on what he does, how he reacts and do stuff could show me what type of person he really is. I would want him to be all the good boy stuff...but please, maintain your status as a man. Don't sway here and there.
If I were to see a guy, I would search for his face first. I would be lying if I say look doesn't count. Look is what makes the ball roll. Everyone's tatse in looks are different. He must be good looking from all angles and handsome, cute...but my friends said I'm more of pretty boys & bad boys.
If I were to see a guy from the back, the first thing I would see is his butt. Haha:D I don't know why but yes, it's true. Then from there, I would judge. Please don't ask how I judge.
Then, I would go onto his eyes and lips. I like guys whose eyes and lips are the highlights of their features. I prefer green eyes and thin, cherry lips. Then, his smile, voice and laughter. That depends on how I look at them.
But I want a guy who is a musician...who plays the guitar or sings. I love musicians guys. I really, really do. It seems romantic to me. LOL:D He must at least know how to sing one of my favourite songs=)
And the Hair!!!
He must be funny, sweet, understanding and caring. Lovable. But I usually fall for the bad boys and go after the pretty boys;)) Oh by the way, watch out for you sense of fashion. Cause sometimes it really turns people off by the way you dress.
Yes. I know. Edward Cullen. But he doesn't exist. I just want a guy who has some bits of Edward's affection and love, then I'm totally head over heels. I love a guy who can spill out his feelings...how he feels and thinks without feeling embarrass. He must never forget my birthday at all. A simple plant of kiss will do just fine as long as he remembers=)
Tell me, how many guys have the guts or just spill out how do they really feel for their girls? Trust me, I've been through this. So far I know, NONE. Most of them would be like, 'Hey. I love you.' Fullstop. Where's the rest??? Isn't there anything else you guys feel?
So you can the reason why girls are comparing right now. Tell me, if every guy was like Edward, do you even think we would compare? If every guy knows how to treat a girl right, do you think we would want nobody else but Edward?
Puh - leze, you've seen reports girls committed suicide because of her boyfriend this....her husband that. So guys, don't get so touchy here, okay?
It's merely what Girls Think Every Guy Should Be because we all know that particular guy never exist, never had and never will.
Strong Supporter of Edward Cullen & Stephenie Meyer,
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Here's the things of my 'this-guy-dont-exist':
1. Green eyes
2. Dark, dark hair (flat down)
3. Thin, cherry lips
4. Dimples (optional)
5. Musician (singer or guitarist)
6. White & neat teeth
7. Nice laugh
8. No-No Ego
9. Romantic (must know how to speak, not junks)
10. Really needs to understands me cause I can be mentally crazy sometimes=)
I know what I'm seeking is truly insane and impossible but I just like to wonder off and dream on my kind of guy. Haha:D
My friends and I can babble on and on about Hot Guys...but they are like sharan said...rarely Malaysians, haha. There is a never ending conversation of hot-ness of guys.
So yeah, you think there's a guy like I want above?
Do Vampires really exist? If they do, who was their creator? If they don't, I wish someone could make one...
If Vampires are real, do they really live on blood to live? Are they really that harmful & dangerous to us?
Then, are they still considered as humans? Would they have the same human emotions and reactions in whatever they do?
According to myths, they would be extremely strong and unbreakable. You mean like superman?
How long can they live? 200? 500? 1,000? Forever?
If some of them had chose to share a life with humans, is that wrong as it apply to tiger and lion together?
Okay. Let me put this straight. I've been budging by people that I'm utterly blind or better yet, brain washed for going head over heels for Edward Cullen. Pfft...what do you think I am? Born with a cuckoo brain?
If I may say, the Twilight Saga came out long before anybody knew it was Robert Pattinson who was going to play as Edward. Long before, I had fell for Edward Cullen because of his sweet charm and lovable quotes. Plus, guys won't admit that Edward is good because they know he is way better than that, and that would only spoil their egos.
Yeah...I wished that Edward had been played by a more suitable guy with a look of vamipre. There's one guy I thought about, though. The movie Four Brothers, the youngest brother (I can't remember his name), the one with the dark blonde hair...the most handsome of all. Dang! He should've been casted. Seriously, that guy is a BOMBSHELL, in my side of view. He has the look of a vampire. Even my mum said that Robert doesn't look like a vampire at all.
Oh well, that still doesn't stop me from opening Twilight Saga and read them every single day. I am so still going to watch the movie with my maniac, crazy Twilight Saga's Fans:DD Haha!!
P/S if any of you know who is that Hot Dark Blonde Guy from the Four Brothers, please tell me his name. I always miss it)=
Saturday, November 22, 2008
I'm waiting for my sis so I could take my bath. I am going out for dinner. So tired): after a sunny day at the golf course. Luckily, I'm heading back tomorrow!
Listening to Unbreakable by Westlife. Trust me, it's the best song. It's my favourite song (I just realized it, haha). If I had my lover to sing it to me, I would want him to sing it for me:D
And yes, I am still counting down to Twilight:DD
I so damn can't wait! Argh!!!
Friday, November 21, 2008
Haha, I know. I've been chatting for the past holidays. I'm so bored sticking at home.
But right now, I'm going to P.D. tonight and returning on Sunday. We're going to celebrate my younger sister's great result for UPSR. She got 6 A's and I B. Congrats(:
So yes, I'm bored to the arse but I can't do anything about it. Sighs. That's why I wished for Fairy Odd Parents to come true so I can make Edward come true. I'm really having illusions that Edward comes to my window every night. I need to enroll to some rehab...
I'm just googling pictures and wallpapers for Westlife. Damn, they're hot especially Shane Filan. Whoo-huu!!! Hot stuff! Hahha:D
And they say girls can't chase after guys like guys do!
Ina, we are so gonna find another Rory on Twilight's Day!!! ((:
p/s I'll make sure he's the very type:D
Thursday, November 20, 2008
I can't upload any pics. I am so gonna ask my dad for streamyx. Ugh!
Currently, chatting with Ina, Melanee(: and Idzham. They are so cool to chat with...still pity Idzham. Sorry(: We were guiding him on being more fatter. Heh. Seriously, this dude is so skinny.
So since I can't log into other webs, I blog.
My mind is filled with Edward Cullen now...
Still I think Gaspard Ulliel or Chace Crawford should've been Edward Cullen. I think they are more good looking...with mysterious features. I root for Chace Crawford!! So hot!
Well what's done is done. Robert plays Edward and that's why I love him.
OMG, it's 12 am.
The Two Main Things I want
if I get good results for PMR
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I get so frustrated when I look at other guys, thinking, "no way. he can't because he's not Edward."
Babbling about Twilight & Edward Cullen, we seriously are gushing and hovering over these two things madly!!
Honestly, I dream about Edward every single night! Like he is going to come through my window and appear beside me. Yeah, call me a mental disorder person but hey! He is freakin' damn hot!!!
Robert (the guy playing Edward) has become hot to me because of his role in playing Edward Cullen. Oh God, I just really, really want Edward!! I feel like crying now):
This is The Stalkers. Haha. Laugh if you want but shit yeahh, we are here. Valerie & Clasky were the newbies this year. They met up with the other two finding that they all had the same chemistry that bounded our brains and unlogical minds together. Ohh, they are nothing like what you think.
Vocalist - Natasha
She has this really out going, funny and hyper personality that life would simply be dull without her. This is how much i love you((: haha Her voice is a wow-wow! But sometimes I think she control herself too much. That is especially controlling herself in an embarrassing situation.
Guitarist - Valerie
Punk, Funk, Junk =P Haha. She has the latest update info and incredible sense of humour. Fun to joke and laugh with but seriously, don't ever cross her. Love her but yeah, beware her. Simply simple but demands high:D
Bassist - Clasky
Quiet, Mean, Blur, Crazy =| She was born to cause trouble and break her bones. Clumsiness is the number on nature in her so don't even bother asking her to jump a drain of a 5 cm radius. Easy to be with but she has an incredible mean, unfriendly temper for strangers and enemies. Yeahh, she's the meaniest of them all!
Drummer - Chole
Simply adorable & chubby. She has the pealing, unstoppable laugh. Laughs at everything, anything even if it doesn't really connects to the human brain at all. She loves The Strokes like hell, I suppose she would go to hell with them. p/s we all think she puts everything with: matthew-loves-alliya-forever-and-ever
Dang! We Rock?
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
The most loveable, romantic & wanted guy in my life. I love him by his quotes. Even if the author hadn't described him to be a beauty, I was already head over heels by his loving qoutes(:
I described him the most beautiful creation by God. I love the ah-mazing green eyes of his and kissable lips(: His act in Gossip Girl and Coventant had driven me in such an insane way that I thought having a kid like him!
Sweet, fresh young faced model. I wouldn't mind spending every night and day with him. LOL:D Simply beautiful and gorgeous.
Friday, November 7, 2008
Well, I won't mention her name, so I'll put her as Sally. I smiled at her like I do to other kids but what shocked me was she glared at me and looked away with her nose up high. I felt stabbed. What had I done, I thought. This thing went on until the final year. By next year, she was transfered out.
It didn't end there, though. Throughout my primary school years, I didn't have any close friends at all, especially in my class. I had only 1 best friend, who I still keep in touch til today(= Still, it hurt when I was always left out in activities and games. Being the only Muslim girl in class, people just treat me like I'm from Mars except for a few of them who respected who I am and I for always salute them.
It was then as I grew older and more mature that I realize it was my race and religion that had been the issue. I was shocked by it. I'm from a mixed parentage background. My dad's a Malay and my mum's a Chinese. My parents always taught me to never judge people based on their colour and religion. Here I am, being one of the victims.
But when I entered secondary school, things were better. People there respect me for who I was. In the end, I had best friends from different races and religions. To me, they are all the same, it's what they do that define them.
Right now, thinking back, my primary school years had been bitter. When my schoolmates cried on graduation day, I didn't shed a tear for I had no shoulders to cry on. But now, I'm seeing a happy and cheerful life, laughing with my friends.
I just hope that those people who are enduring the same thing I had gone through, be strong and don't lose faith in yourself. When there is bad, there is good. Treating people based on their backgrounds are ridiculously wrong. Because I believe God has created people from all sorts of colours and mixtures for a reason, and that is: learn to respect and accept other differences.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
"May I help you, miss?" he asked.
Just tell him how you feel. Just spill it out for Christ's sake!
"Ermm.....do you....I....Do you know where can I find this author?" I asked tremblingly as I showed him a scribbled paper.
"Oh, sure. I know this author." he said knowingly and smiled.
I followed him at the end of the bookshop where only natural light from the windows appeared as our light. As he searched for the book, I studied his flawless features. God, have you ever seen anyone so beautiful before? I was loss of words, nothing could define how I felt.
"Here you go, miss." he said and handed me the book.
"Oh, thank you." it was all I could say.
"You know, that's one of my favourite book." he continued and shrugged. "You are actually the only one I've come so far who read this book."
I looked up at him, without any hesitation I landed my lips on him. At that point, my mind went completely blank. I didn't know what was I doing. His lips was so soft and warm that I didn't want to let go. It felt so good that my mind snapped back to reality. His eyes were wide and his mouth hanging down opened.
"Ohmygod, I'm sorry...I'm..." I began but as soon as I did, I sobbed with tears spilling down.
With the book in my hand, I dashed out from the bookstore. It was a rainy spring afternoon where everyone was putting on colourful faces. As I ran, I felt so broken. I didn't look back and never did I return again.